20th March 2006 - The one where I'm scared!

Good evening!

We have just watched The Exorcism of Emily Rose and scared ourselves silly. By "we" I mean me, Dave, Lauren, Jord and Russ. Today the courier came to pick up the update of my book and, yes, I did leave the A-lister in it who tried to get me to go over to his (I'm assuming it was for a shag). He's not going to be happy with me but never mind. He'll get over it. And at the end of the day, if he wants to have a row about it; I'll just tell him "Lauren made me do it!"

Oh, before I forget, I must say hello to Charlotte and Gemma. Thank you for your letter ladies, it was really nice of you. Please don't worry about weirdos on the internet being nasty. I get loads of them! They're just sad people with sad lives. They are so insecure within themselves that they feel it necessary to surf the net all day abusing others (who are actually more beautiful, more clever etc than they are!). People will always abuse others when they are jellus. Don't let it stop you wearing the mad outfits either! I wore mad outfits throughout my whole teenage years (and still wear them now) and, although I got bullied for it, it didn't do me any harm. In fact, my mad outfits have just paid for my beautiful house! Ignore all the nonsense and don't let anyone stop you from being you. Oh... and never give up on your dreams! Lots of love xxx

I'm back, sorry; the two girls above are lovely. They got in touch with me through School Teacher Lauren and have even dedicated a page on their website to me, which is amazing!

So, the film was really good. Lauren has just left and now it's just me and all the boys. They are ruining my big jar of sweets, having discovered them just now.

I was going to tell you a little more about Mike Skinner from the Streets. Basically, he's just a really nice guy. Very down to earth and very normal. I've been a big fan of his for a while now. His song "Fit but don't you know it" was my ringtone on my phone for ages. I think he's a genius. The video is really cool. I play his assistant. He's a plastic surgeon and to begin with I'm the sexy receptionist, turning into a nurse helping him with surgery later on. It was the longest day of all time. I was up at 6am, working by 8am and didn't finish til about 3am the following morning but it was worth it! The song is all about being famous and even has a line with my name in it; it says something like "I wanna get f*cked in clubs with Jodie Marsh" - ha ha - charming! Is that what people think of me?! Ha ha. I love it!

Anyway, I'm off now cos I'm being very unsociable. The boys are all in the other room and I am at my posh new desk writing this. Tomorrow I have meetings all day and then on Wednesday I am doing a "meet the author" thing for my book. It's in Southend I think; I'll check.

Goodnight, God bless

Jodie Marsh, waiting for the sh*t to hit the fan when the mega star finds out I've sold out on him!

xxxx