MTV Blogs: Post Wedding

Matt "the one"
I think you just no don’t you when you meet the one. I’m happy with him, he’s all the things I want in a man, He’s better than any man I’ve ever been with before. He’s the person I see myself growing old with and having children with. He’s everything I want in a man, up until now there’s always been things, I look at past boyfriends and there’s always lots and lots things that are wrong with them or I think oh god their not good enough or whatever and there’s honestly nothing I can say that isn’t good enough everything about him is brilliant and what I want.

Feelings on doing the show
Well looking back on it I think had I not been duped into doing a show that wasn’t what I thought it was in that I thought that MTV were paying for the wedding, because MTV have got so mush control over the wedding I thought they were paying for the wedding and they weren’t, that was something I wasn’t aware of. I’m not… I don’t have any regrets over it happening so quickly because actually it’s just made it all the more exciting. I’m in a room with my dresses in and the bride’s maid’s dresses are here. I can't even tell you how excited I am and actually I wouldn’t have it any other way. In the initial stages I would have made sure that I read the contract before it had been signed on my behalf so I don’t have any regrets but I just think it’s a valuable lesson in life to always read the contract and don’t let anybody else sign it on your behalf because things don’t always go your way when that happens.

Dorian & Eddie
I probably won't be seeing Dorian & Eddie again not because I don’t like them I think they’re really nice guys but obviously being that they were competition for my fiancée out of respect for my husband I just don’t think it would be a good thing to do. I just think I wouldn’t want him being in touch with other girls he had dated in the last three months so out of respect to Matt I wouldn't do that.

Budgets
The budgets only been an issue because as I say MTV want control of what’s happening. Basically they wanted full control over who I married, where I married him and everything else. Because of that I don’t want to pay for it myself that’s why there’s no budget and the only budget we’re working with is the budget that MTV has given us. We’re doing it that way because if I can’t have control of it myself I’m not going to pay for it my self. It’s me throwing my toys out of the pram and going if I can’t control it I’m not paying for it. We’re working with that ten grand and actually it’s worked my wedding ring is worth £12.000. It’s a diamond and platinum ring and we’ve got all these things for free so generosity of people that stepped in and said that we’ll make you these things, you know we’ll make you a wedding dress, we’ll make you a wedding ring and it’s all been for free. It’s actually saved me £100,000 cause all the things we’ve got you know the marquee and decoration and food and everything else we’ve got for free had we paid for it we probably would have totalled about £150,000. So by stamping my feet and refusing to pay for it I’ve managed to get £150,000 worth of stuff for free that I would have paid for had I had control of the day. So it’s worked out for the best so I’m still having my perfect day but not paying for any of it.


Magazine deals
All the papers and magazines are now fighting for pictures and they desperately want it because of the ratings and things have been so huge on the show. We’ve done a deal with one off deal with one person who’s taking all of our pictures and has sold them to somebody so I’m not telling you any more than that. So we’ve got a deal and as I knew would happen all the papers and magazines now want the photos because it’s been such a huge show.

Wedding dresses
I’ve got two neither of which is traditional, their both beautiful and my perfect wedding dress so I couldn’t pick one or the other because their both absolutely gorgeous therefore I’m wearing two

Thanks to my surportive friends
Everyone in life can count their true true friends on one or two hand. All my actually true close friends are over the moon for me. I don’t know what other people think because they haven’t been there to see how me and Matt are together but my true friends, the people that count and my family are over the moon completely happy, love Matt to bits, think that we’re the most suited couple ever in the whole world. That’s it it’s brilliant and perfect.

Organizing
We have and it’s all done and as we speak now its all being decorated so it’s all coming together it’s going to be amazing. If anything goes wrong on the day it will be something that MTV or the production company have sabotaged because nothings going to go wrong through any fault of mine or the people around me. It’s all in place already all there and done.

A message for the media
I think the ratings speak for themselves, I just think that anyone who’s ever doubted me or anyone who’s ever thought that I’m not worth while entertainment should have a look at the ratings, I think you’ll find there pretty good.

Celebs at the wedding
I’m not doing the whole rent a celeb thing which other celebs do, where they just pay or beg other celebrities just to get them to make an appearance at their event. I’m not doing that so the celebs that are coming are real true friends of mine. We’re taking Sid Little from Little and Large who I did trust me I’m a holiday rep with, Lindsey Dawn McKenzie who has been one of my closest friends and I’m godmother to her son. Their not mega A list faces but their people who are good friends of mine. I’m not going to invite people who are random just for the sake of having a famous face here.