13th November 2006 - I've been on a date!!!!

So I had a date last night with Ben Swayze. I met him in a bar in Brentwood and then we realised that the Sugar Hut had some special club night on til 2am so we decided to go there to have a dance. He likes dancing as mush as I do.... yippee! Jordan and Russ cam out for a drink with me earlier on but left to go to another pub when Ben turned up.

I have to say - it was the weirdest date ever! Not weird cos of him; he's really nice but just weird cos it was in a nightclub, we'd already snogged a few weeks earlier (when I was hideously drunk), I was trying to pretend the first time we met never happened and behave like a lady (which was difficult considering I was passed out on his lap the first time) and we both got steaming drunk again. It then gets weirder cos Kenzie turns up and everyone knows how mush I still love Kenz (not in a boyfriend way but in a way like he's my brother and best friend) so poor Ben has to put up with me cuddling and dancing with an ex (not that it meant anything but probably looked that way to a first date considering the whole of England knows I went out with Kenz) and then to top it all; the 17 year old I snogged is in there, the Greatest Kisser is in there and Kenzie ends up driving me home at the end of the night!!! Other than that I had a really nice time with Ben. We danced all night, ate strawberries dipped in the chocolate fountain and drank loads of free shots.

Jordan was in a bad mood and being really grumpy (him and Russ joined us again later on) and Russ got steaming drunk and then had to get up at 6am to go to work for my dad. All in all - a really good night!

Today I have been for lunch with Jord and then I came home to tidy my dressing room and make-up room. Lauren came over and helped me and the immense satisfaction I now feel from having the two rooms looking beautiful is amazing!! Nothing like a spot of tidying up to clear the head!

Tomorrow I have a photo shoot. Kyle is coming with me (he's here now - it's 2am). I'm looking forward to it cos it's a bit different from the normal old shoots! Sorry it's only a short one but I will write again tomorrow with lots of gossip and stories about why I see sex as revenge! That ok?!

Loads of love Marshy