I have been working all week. I'm tired and frustrated. I need a man. I don't want one for keeps; I just want one to play with for a while, like a toy. I'll give him back I promise
I need some attention from a fit member of the opposite sex. Lol. Aside from lacking in that department I am fully content (as well as tired) and I am excited by life generally. I was talking to a guy last night actually who made me think about men and different situations. He said that he hadn't had a serious girlfriend ever (which I found strange cos he is VERY good looking). The reason he hadn't had one (he said) is that he doesn't feel the need to be with someone he doesn't love or who doesn't "do it" for him. In other words, there are plenty of fit girls out there who he likes but he doesn't like any of them enough to share his life with. I have never really thought about it like that. I suppose when I look back on past relationships (with the beauty of hindsight); I didn't want to share my life with ANY of my ex's (well, maybe one or two but we won't go into those now). So... the reason I found this whole conversation fascinating is that it made me think about certain men I've been out with. In all reality, they were good fun for a while but deep down I DIDN'T want to share my whole life with them. So why did I get with them in the first place? God only knows?! Cos I can't say no? Cos I am blinkered in the beginning and think they are better than what they actually are? Cos I LOVE male company? I just don't know what possessed me to be with half these men! Ha ha. I have tried to figure it out and I can't. Half of them physically make my skin crawl when I think of them and I can't even imagine a time when I DID want to be with them! What's that all about?! Oh well, I'm not going to dwell on it cos it'll do my head in. I just thought I'd share a bit of that with you cos it IS interesting (to me anyway) and I thought that this guy talked a lot of sense. He certainly made me think that, although right now I am craving male company, I will think twice before getting too heavily involved with anyone (I will have more will-power from now on). There's a relief! Glad we got that sorted
Today I have been out for lunch with Steve (amongst other things) and me and a girlfriend have sat and watched a bloke doing naughty things to himself on his webcam. He sent me a message on Myspace saying "I will get my c*ck out on my webcam if you give me your MSN address" so I said "yeah!" and proceeded to watch him (with mate sitting next to me) as he did very rude things. We screamed my whole house down! I haven't laughed that mush since I last saw Kyle (two days ago). Webcams are the way forward! What more could you want in the way of entertainment on a Thursday night?!
Jordan is playing a gig in London tonight. I was supposed to be going but I have a raging stomach ache (I think it's all the sit-ups) and also I was late finishing work today. I really wanted to go and am gutted that I'm sitting here now instead of watching his set!! I hope it goes well for him (I'm sure he will turn up at mine at about 1am to tell me all about it). Paul Weller's keyboard player is at the gig too so Jord will be happy about that!
I still can't tell you what new project I am working on at the moment so that really is all I have to tell you for now! My lips are sealed! I can tell you I NEED a man though!
So; I hope your week is as fun as mine. I hope you are all working and playing hard and I hope you are not as frustrated as me! Have a good day tomorrow and be happy cos it's FRIDAY!!!!!!
All my love from a happy, bouncy, smiley, excited (yet still frustrated and perving over fit men on Myspace) Jodie x x x x
P.S Quote for the day: "Don't settle for the one you can live with...wait for the one you can't live with out!"
P.P.S Second quote for the day: "Don't take life so seriously; it's not like you're getting out alive!"
P.P.S my Myspace is www.myspace.com/youwishiwasyourbird - add me! But don't think I will fall for anyone saying "I will show you my c*ck if you add me on MSN"!!!! Just cos I did it once; doesn't mean I'll do it again! Nice try but no. He was a one-off!!!!!!!!! I will NOT be giving my MSN address out to anyone! Ha ha. Big kisses to you all. Love yoooooooooooooooooooooou x x x x x x x
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