Monday, 27 October 2008

19th March 2007 - I had the best phone sex in the world!!! And check out my new videos!

I am going to break my ankle this week. I can feel it in my bones! Ha ha. I've just bought myself a new toy. I've bought those things called "Pro-jumpers". They are basically stilts (but they're kind of curved) and you can run really fast and bounce on them. I've been waiting for them for about 5 days and they finally got delivered today (the one day I'm all on my own). Being too impatient to wait until someone was here to help me (keep me upright I mean); I whacked them straight on (which wasn't exactly easy - they are very complex contraptions) and stood up (holding onto the wall and shelves for balance). Standing at around 9ft tall (my head nearly on the ceiling) and holding onto the banisters of the stairs; I realised I then couldn't move and was stuck. During the time I stood there I took 5 phone calls (from my agent and friends). Eventually, after a little bounce I took them off and waited for Jenna to get here. As soon as she arrived (which was 20 minutes later), I put them back on and she held my hand while I started to walk about and bounce. We made some silly videos (which are already on Myspace for your viewing pleasure) and by the time Jordan and Tony arrived (another half an hour later), I was walking & bouncing unaided (and without holding onto the ceiling/shelves/doors/anything else to hand for support).

Kyle is here now and I am going to spend the rest of the night divided between bouncing on the pro-jumpers and tidying my dressing room (which looks like a bomb has hit it).

This weekend has been lots of fun. Friday night I stayed in like a good girl (actually I just couldn't be arsed to go out) and then Saturday I went to Jordan's gig (after a girlie day at mine with Sarah and Zoe). The whole crew were at the gig but only me, Lauren, Sarah, Steve, Zoe and another mate (who's nickname is Very Important Man - V.I.M) went on afterwards to a club. We were walked straight in to a table in the VIP room and given two bottles of vodka (which lasted all of half an hour; and got us the most drunk we've ever been). By the end of the night I was standing ON the table and hanging upside down from people's necks (feet wrapped around their neck). It was fairly messy. When the club finished we took a massive detour to go to a 24 hour bagel shop where we all got food and then we sung songs the whole way home in the car (the poor driver needed ear plugs). Oooooh, Kenzie was out too and he spent the night laughing at how drunk I was and saying "good to see you don't change!" (still drunk after 3 vodkas he means!). I LOVE Kenz! I keep getting messages on Myspace saying "you and Kenz make such a sweet couple! You should get back together!" - you never know people, you never know. I do love him with all my heart though. He's such a top bloke! He popped over my house tonight as well actually to say "hi". Even if we never get back together, we'll be mates forever. There's a very strong love there still from both of us.

Sunday, which was yesterday, I spent the day lying on the sofa at my mum's house. I had an amazing roast dinner and then I went to a local pub (though not one of our regular haunts) with Jord, Tony Trumpet, Tony's mum & dad, Steve, Zoe & V.I. M. We stayed there til closing and everyone came back to mine with an Indian take-away. At half past twelve I got on the phone to MSN Boy and at 7am this morning I said "goodbye" to him. What???!!!!!!! It was daylight, we talked about everything we could possibly talk about, the birds were singing, we indulged in a little bit of phone sex and now I have lost my voice (again!). I was on the phone to him for 6 and a half hours!!!! That's just wrong! Although; don't worry, I'm not falling in love. I just enjoyed the chat to be honest. I have a bit of a phobia of phones and HATE talking on them for longer than is necessary. It's fair to say that he cured that phobia last night! It's been years since I spent hours on the phone to someone (in fact; I don't think I have EVER spent 6 and half hours on the phone to someone in my whole life). Anyway, the point is that I am not any closer to being with him (or feeling any more love for him). He's beautiful and sooooooo easy to talk to but I just can't seem to let myself go. Part of me thinks he's lovely and that when I get the chance I want to meet up with him and do rude things to him but the other part of me thinks "I can't really be bothered with a man!" - I'm so chilled out at the moment (well, actually I'm not; I'm stressed and flapping like a headless chicken cos there's so mush going on) - what I mean is; I'm content to be on my own. I must obviously like him to spend that mush time talking to him (and a very good talker he is too) but I really don't know what's going to happen and deep down I just don't want to waste any more time on someone that might not be right for me. I always used to think "you don't know til you try" but now I think "I can't be arsed to try cos i don't have the energy for it!" ha ha. I'm sure it will either be over very soon (when we both get our phone bills) or we will meet and get it out of our systems! Either way I'm happy!

What else can I tell you? Oh... I know.... It IS good being famous! I got a present on Friday when I went to my agent's office! All wrapped up in a beautiful box was a load of free clothes! And not just any clothes but full-on designer gear from a lovely lady called Amelia (thanks babe - I LOVE it!). I got stuff from Chloe and Voyage and a tracksuit which had been specially made for me with my name in gold lettering on it! It's a green tight-fitting velour tracksuit! I am soooo wearing it to the gym this week! All the other girls in my gym might be able to stand on their heads and do 100 press-ups but I'll have a tracksuit with my name on it! ha ha. It really is beautiful though. The make of it is "Lick Lick Lick" - they've got a shop - the details are: "Blush clothing 79 Roman road London, E20 QN. Tel: 02089810011" Their website is under construction but as soon as it's up and running I will give you the details cos EVERY girl needs a gorgeous tracksuit with their name on it! I've ordered another one in pink! I can't wait to get it. It also says "Lick" on the bum. I'll take a pic of me in it soon and put it on my Myspace so you can see how wicked it is! Seriously, if you buy one thing this year; make it a personalised tracksuit with your name on it! Especially since they are gorgeous tracksuits anyway! I'd have one in every colour without my name on it but with my name..... well I'm just in Heaven! Thanks again babe - I don't know what I did to deserve it but I LOVE it.

What else? As I type this I am waiting for a veggie burger to cook in the oven. Then I have a huge bowl of fruit for afterwards. I'm still doing my healthy eating and I'm feeling fab! I've got so mush energy (hence being able to sit up til 7am this morning talking!) and I can't stop looking at my toned stomach! It's coming along so well! You can really see the definition now! I am loving the gym!

Jordan is here now (as well as Kyle, who's staying for a few days). Jordan has just had a go on my pro-jumpers and has declared "They should be illegal! I can definitely live without those!" He spent ten minutes giggling hysterically on the sofa trying to stand up in them. They are the weirdest and funniest things in the world. I just can't wait til I master them cos they will keep me fit in a fun way (and make me run faster than anyone I know!).

I have a busy week this week. Lots going on (work-wise and socially) so I am going to be off now. I'm going to have a go on the pro-jumpers again before I start tidying my dressing room. Hope you had a nice Monday! I did (even with no sleep!). Lots of love Jodie x x x x x

P.S Quote for the day: "You will never stub your toe standing still. The faster you go, the more chance there is of stubbing your toe, but the more chance you have of getting somewhere".

P.P.S my Myspace is www.myspace.com/youwishiwasyourbird - add me! x

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