Hellooooooooooo!!!!!! I'm knackered! I've been filming all day. I got picked up at 7am this morning and didn't get home til 8.30pm tonight. It's ok though cos my gorgeous man was waiting for me here. He had set up a Christmas tree as a surprise (only problem is we're too tired to actually put any decorations on it!). He also had bought me a bouquet of flowers and with them was a card telling me how mush he loved me. Sorry to make all you single girlies (and gay men) jellus, but he's AMAZING!!! Ha ha.
Today was a really long day and quite tough. Mentally draining is probably the best way to describe it. LOVING the new job though! Can't wait to tell you all what I've been up to!
After I'd had a cuddle with the man of my dreams, we went and got a take-away and collapsed on the sofa to eat it. We are both shattered! In fact I can't wait to crawl into bed and snuggle up in his big strong arms. Sorry - can't stop talking about him, seriously though he has got the best arms and shoulders (oh and back) in the whole world! You lot would know anyway if you read my first blog I wrote about him (a whopping 2 pages just on his back).
I'd just like to say thank you again to everyone who has been messaging me on Myspace. I've had 25,000 profile views already and almost as many messages! I know I've said it before but I really can't reply to everyone! Please please don't think I'm being rude! I'd LOVE to reply to every single one of you; I just fear that if I even attempt that, I'll never eat, sleep or work again! It'd take me weeks to reply to all those! You are so amazing though and really do make everything I do worthwhile. Can't believe how many people love the blogs! Seriously, the messages I've had are incredible and so full of support and love. I can't even tell you how mush I appreciate them and how mush they make me smile. You're all so good at writing too! Honestly, I could make a book just out of all the messages - it would show the world just how many AMAZING people are out there; people with brains, compassion, kindness and love! Again, I'm kind of repeating myself here but the big thing that stands out too is how many people have been through similar things to me (ie. death of a loved one, bullied at school, violent relationships etc). It's amazing how we all found a way to get through those awful things and we are all still here and standing tall. I honestly feel like no one can break me now (and I hope you all do too). As they say: "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger!"
The show I am filming at the moment is very apt to what I'm talking about above (wish I could tell you what it is but I can't just yet). It's just that these last few days of filming have been a time of reflection for me and also a time of learning. I'm doing such a good thing at the moment - you'll all be proud of me!
So, since I'm not allowed to say anything more about what I'm doing and because that is all I have done since I last wrote - I suppose I should really go back to talking about Dave Doyle - the love of my life. What can I tell you? He's got the most beautiful face, the BEST body ever, the nicest teeth (the sort you wanna run your tongue along every time you kiss), the sexiest eyes, the most kissable lips, the most INCREDIBLE arms and shoulders and back and well, how can I put this? A schlong the size of a giant cucumber. Also, he doesn't stop talking (like me), he laughs all the time and he waffles rubbish (but it's cute and it makes me laugh). He wears all the clothes I like a man to wear and he's got the sort of hair you wanna grab and pull (when you're in bed I mean). He loves animals and he plays house music when he DJs. How happy do you reckon I am right now? On a scale of one to ten? Ha ha. Ummmmm......... let's see................ Nah - he's alright I suppose!
Oh yeah - and his armpits smell really nice (I'm sure I've told you before about my weird armpit fetish!) - he just came and read over my shoulder what I'd just written and laughed hysterically and said "you've got problems woman!". He's got the dirtiest laugh ever and he tells me every two minutes that he loves me. He's the perfect man! All I need to do is turn him veggie and make him learn to ride a motorbike and I'll surely die and go to Heaven! Ha ha
I can't wait to take him out and show him off. The only problem is that I'm filming pretty mush 7 days a week and it's all really early starts and late finishes. I have to be on top form to do what I'm doing and I can't risk going out and getting drunk (or even just having a mega late night) at all whilst filming. I'm trying to be professional! Ha ha. That'll be the day! No - I really am being professional. I can't mess this job up and I don't want to. It means staying in and early nights for me for the next three weeks! God, by the end of it I'll feel like I haven't been out in a year and I'm going to have to go and let rip at Sugar Hut or somewhere. I can feel dancing on the bar, flashing my knickers and bush-diving coming on in a big way! Dave has already had a taste of what I'm like when I'm out - our first night out together I was wearing stockings, bra and knickers! He knows I don't sit and behave myself (and even better; he LOVES it!). I am sooooo looking forward to many mad nights out with him.
As I am typing this, he is loading the tumble drier, loading the washing machine and just generally busying himself. He can't sit still for a minute! He keeps trying to talk to me (cos he just can't stop talking) and I am just giving him mumbled answers as I try desperately to concentrate on what I'm writing. It's very difficult with a hyper, talkative and MEGA-fit man wandering around behind me. Oh.... He also thinks he can talk to animals and he just said "the cat is asking me to brush him!" Ok babe, I'm sure he is asking you that (Dave is now brushing him)...... at least he's now being quiet for two seconds so I can finish this! Ha ha. Dave can't believe I am typing everything he is doing and saying. I just told him to brush the cat some more and he said "What? You think I don't know he wants more brushing?" - it's as if they are actually having a conversation. I love it. He then added "just write your blog and shut up!" cos he got frustrated with me telling him to brush the cat. The cat is very beautiful. He's called Beau. Did I tell you I managed to get him on a TV interview yesterday?! Ha ha. Famous cat!
Anyway, I am boring myself now with this. I know I'm waffling but it's cos I'm not allowed to talk about my work at the moment and other than that all I can do is tell you how amazing my fiancé (or is it "Hubby"?) is. I'm sure you don't all need it rubbed in that I have found the man of my dreams! I mean, I don't want to brag but he's better than anything I've ever known! Ha ha.
So, thank you again for all your amazing messages. Please understand that I physically don't have the time to reply to them all but that I do appreciate every single one. You astound me! You're amazing!
All my love Jodie x x x x
P.S Quote for the day (sent to me by somebody on Myspace) "What is meant for you won't pass you by" - Dave Doyle - you were meant for me and there wasn't a hope in HELL of me letting you pass me by again!!!!!!!! Love it!
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