Hello world!
Today I am the achiest I've been so far. I am in pain. My tummy hurts (from all the sit-ups), my legs hurt (from all the machines), my arms hurt (from the weights) and my head hurts from having so mush to deal with work-wise that I can't think straight!
I've been to the gym again today and taken the dogs on a 3 mile walk. I haven't been able to take them for a few days cos Paddy hurt his leg and couldn't walk too far (he jumped out of the car and pulled a muscle). Lyla has been unbearable in the couple of days she hasn't had a walk (FAR too mush energy!)! I didn't want to take her without Paddy though - he gets grumpy!! He is better now though so everything is back to normal and they are both fast asleep and snoring on the sofa behind me! Peace!
I don't really know what to talk about tonight. I can't tell you anything about work (cos it's all top secret) and other than that I have just been training & eating well and spending time with my friends. I did buy some weights today! I can tell you that! When I get some decent time to myself I am going to build a gym at home so that I can train here too. I already have a rowing machine, a bike and a whole home gym machine (with all the weights and different bits on it). As soon as I can I am going to build a proper outdoor gym and get everything I need in there to train. It was very funny trying to carry the new weights to the car earlier. They were 20Kg each and I had both in a box (not the easiest shape box to carry either!). The two minute walk was harder than my whole session at the gym! Jenna was bent over laughing at me as I puffed along making noises and nearly dropping it! I am determined to keep this up though! I also bought a load of new gym tops to wear, while I was in the sports shop. I need the extra bra support ones! Ha ha. Otherwise I end up giving myself (and the person two machines down) a black eye while I train on the cross-trainer! Strap those puppies down!
Tonight Jordan made me a very healthy salad with cooked mushrooms in it. It was lush! I had a huge fruit platter for lunch and have eaten no crap at all. I even sat and watched Peppe eat a load of chips earlier and DIDN'T want one! Now there's a break-through if I've ever seen one! I used to be the queen chip-eater in Essex! Now I don't even fancy them at all. Me and Jenna were laughing earlier saying we're becoming those annoying gym people who do nothing but talk about the gym and who refuse to eat anything but cereal and fruit! I've had loads of boyfriends in the past who worked out and I used to get frustrated with them (and think they were boring). I'd be tucking into a plate of chips (and having some chocolate after) and they would be eating porridge and drinking protein shakes. I'd want to go to Alton Towers for the day and they couldn't for fear of missing the gym. I used to think "God you're such a bore!" and they used to think I was an unhealthy nutter. Well, now I am one of them! I can't bear the thought of putting anything unhealthy in my mouth (depending on whether you would call a certain part of man's anatomy unhealthy, of course) and all I can talk about is my next "session" at the gym! I never thought it would happen! I hated "gym" people! Ha ha. What has happened to me? I blame it on Jordan! He ranted at me and lectured me to do this and now I have and I'm addicted. Soon I will be buying creatine and mixing up weird concoctions of what looks like powdered baby food (high in protein so I'm told!) ha ha. No - that won't happen! I'm quite happy to eat normal food still and train every day. Enough about the gym! I AM a gym bore!
Men? Erm - nothing to elaborate on last night's blog really. Still don't want one (though am more than happy to chat filth to MSN boy for now). Haven't got the energy for one even if there was a fit, intelligent, funny, kind, loving one on the scene at the moment (which there isn't!). I am quite happy being on my own and amusing myself. My brain is consumed with thoughts of work. I've got my finger in so many pies that I need to stay focused and on the ball and a man would only distract me from all the important stuff! It's nice to relax at the end of each day with a dirt chat to MSN boy (it helps me go to sleep!) but apart from that I can't devote any time to anyone (other than Paddy and Lyla).
MSN boy wrote me a really long email today. As I read it I realised how intelligent he is. It scared me! ha ha. Do you have any idea how dangerous fit intelligent men are??? I do - that's why you never see me with a man that is both! It's either no brained male model type (ie. bimbo) for me or clever but boring as hell and not blessed in the looks department (or occasionally I really push the boat out and go for a man with NOTHING except a working d*ck - no names mentioned of course!) That way I can never lose! I'm always in control and they can't get near my heart (not that it's really an issue - the key got lost long ago)! Ha ha. The thing is; I DO subconsciously go for men who don't have it all! I suppose it eradicates the fear of having my heart broken at some point. If he's got it all then I run the risk of falling well and truly in love (and I don't want that!). Sod love - love is for wimps. Ha ha. Joke! Of course one day I'd love to be in love but right now I can't think of anything worse! Give me a thick male bimbo any day over a clever, kind, fit, loving man! Give me the b*stard every time! Meanwhile I will be avoiding chatting TOO mush to MSN Boy - can't be dealing with a 6 pack AND a brain
A man asked me out today. A nice man! A man who, given half a chance, would probably make a nice boyfriend! I said "no"! Get me!!!!!! Mum I said "NO!" I thought about it (and how nice it would be to have a strong shoulder to lie on at night) and came to the conclusion that I don't want anyone at all (no matter how nice or fit or big of shoulder). I decided that to fit all the things in one day that I am at the moment; I cannot have a man glued to my side! A man will only hinder my plans and work (and social life!). I WANT to go out and flirt still - that's the ONLY reason I go out and whenever I have a boyfriend all the flirting goes out the window! Sod that - say yes to flirting and no to boyfriends! Ha ha. I'm going a bit mad. I think it's being over-tired.
So...... I'm all out of things to say! Blimey there's a first! I think it's because I'm sooo tired (mentally and physically) and also because Jordan is sitting in the other room watching a film I really want to see! I'm off to join him! Hope you had a nice day. I promise the blogs will get more interesting soon (as soon as I can actually talk about things that are happening in my life - God - if ONLY you knew!). My life is crazier than a soap opera, has more drama than the BBC and is faster-paced than Nemesis at Alton Towers (and THAT'S fast!). Things are mad mad mad for me at the moment - I only wish I could tell you what's going on!!!!!!! All in good time though.......
Loads and loads of love to you all
Jodie x x x x
P.S Quote for the day: "I wanted a perfect ending.... Now I've learned, the hard way, that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious ambiguity." Gilda Radner (1946-89), US Comedienne
P.P.S my Myspace is www.myspace.com/youwishiwasyourbird - I DO NOT have a Faceparty, Bebo or anything else similar. Anyone pretending to be me on these sites needs help (and possibly a good shag). Do NOT entertain them (unless you need help too! Lol) Love yoooooooooooooooou! X x x x x x
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