Me and Kyle stayed up til 6am this morning chatting and catching up! We also set him up a Myspace - you can view it from mine cos he's in my top friends. He's got more pics of me on there that haven't been seen before. Go say "hi" to him! He loves it!!!! ha ha.
We are totally addicted! I have been adding more pictures today to mine. Can't believe how mush fun it is! Don't worry though - I won't be deserting the blog!!! I'm not adding any writing to the Myspace (other than what's already there) so to read about my insane life, you still have to come here every day!!! I can't believe how many messages I've had saying how mush people enjoy the blogs and that they break up the boredom of work (it's over 2000 in two days!). It makes me really happy to know that people do enjoy them and that I can provide entertainment on a daily basis! Ha ha. Seriously though, when I write these it's almost like I just write them for myself and I don't really think about who is going to read them. It's amazing that people love them so mush! I just waffle on and write whatever is in my head at the time and it appears that people actually listen to me! ha ha.
Also what's really nice is that I've had loads of messages saying that my blogs have helped people get over being bullied or get over the death of somebody close to them. THAT makes me REALLY happy! You see, people are generally saying that if I can get through it then so can they and that I have helped them to see things in a more positive way! It's true though. Who am I really? A nobody little girl from Essex. I was bullied, yeah, I lost my best mate to murder. I've had a rough old time of things throughout my life but I still keep going and keep smiling and I've also fulfilled so many of my dreams and I'm still only 27. I'm not bigging myself up here, by the way, I'm just saying that I'm happy I can provide hope to people that things DO get better and that you need to keep pushing on for the things your really want (or even just for happiness). I'm not anybody special - I just got to where I am today through hard work and trial and error (and a little bit of luck). I'm the same as everyone else out there, having the same problems and the same thoughts and feelings. I really do love my life and am grateful for everything I've got.
While we're on the subject of being grateful I just want to say how mush I love my mum, dad, brother and friends. They all mean so mush to me and they are my inspiration (and rocks) in life. They have pulled me through all the tough things and made me laugh constantly. They have never let me down and I love them all from the bottom of my heart! For all the sh*t that comes with being "me" and knowing the real me, they are always there and always make me feel loved. I know that without them I would be nothing.
So.... Very very happy that there are so many nice people out there and so many people on my wave length. Can't really believe the support I've had to be honest. Like I've already said on previous blogs, I really can't reply to everyone. I hope you understand! I'm so busy as it is (what with work & partying & seeing all my friends & writing blogs) that I honestly don't have the time to reply to that many messages as well. Please don't think I'm being rude - I'm not I promise! It's just overwhelming. It would take me days to reply to all those messages!!! I just can't bear the thought of people thinking I'm rude cos I haven't replied!
So, Kyle has been with me all day. We've just been chilling and chatting all day. It's been really nice. I have just dropped him at the station (it's 8pm) and I am now waiting for Sarah and Lauren to arrive - the old conveyor belt of people is still going strong at my house!!!
Today I had some AMAZING news about a TV show I am going to be doing. I am sooooooooo excited! Wish I could share it with you but they have said strictly "Do not tell anyone yet!" Such a shame but anyway - I'm over the moon. It's funny cos people always say that when you think positively then good things come to you and all of a sudden I am in the best frame of mind I've ever been in and everything I've ever wanted is coming to land in my lap. I feel more positive now than I've ever felt. The black clouds that have hung over me for so long have truly gone once and for all and I feel like going out onto the roof of my house and dancing in the night-time rain! Ha ha.
I feel like I can do anything I want to do and no one can stop me! I'm unstoppable! Ha ha!!!! Seriously, I reckon my life is about to begin! Never has it all been so good at once for me! My job, my love-life, my friends; everything is just where I want it. Think positively people - it'll do wonders for you! You sit around moping and get yourself in a bad mood and then it all seems to get worse but just enjoy being you and have as mush fun as you can and happy things will come to you! It's true!!!
Anyway, I'm gonna go now cos I need to jump in the shower (I stink). Hope you all have an amazing weekend! I know I will!
All my love Jodie (can't stop smiling) Marsh
X x x
P.S Go and listen to Gnarls Barkley Smiley Faces - I cannot listen to it without grinning from ear to ear and wanting to dance in the street!!!
P.P.S Quote for the day: "Aspire not to have more, but to be more" Archbishop Oscar Romero
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