I'm drinking orange squash and luckily after a very heavy night, I DON'T have a hangover! Nice! Yesterday I went to a very posh hotel and filmed a show for MTV about sexual health. It was half entertainment, half educational. I recounted some funny sexy stories of my own and then spoke on how important it is to be safe during sex. I told them how I went to the clinic a while back just to have a check up and had to answer a load of questions that viewers had sent in. The questions were things like "is it wrong to masturbate?" - No! and "is having sex on the first date ok?" - Not if you ever want to see him again! It was good fun and good for young people who do have fears or hang-ups about sex. One question that was asked quite a lot was "what will my first time be like?" For me, it was really good. I was head over heels in love with the guy, we were both virgins, I trusted him and it felt right. We had done everything but have full sex and so when it came to going all the way neither of us were scared. It was exactly the way I wanted it to be and I still remember it with fondness. You ALWAYS remember your first time so make sure it's good and with the right person!!! I basically said that you shouldn't feel pressured into it, that you should give your virginity to somebody you love and trust and that you shouldn't do it until you REALLY want to. I can assure you that you don't forget your first time and it would be horrid if your first time wasn't a pleasant experience. Like I said, luckily for me, mine was amazing and I did truly love the guy. There was no pressure for me, I wasn't forced into it, I didn't do it cos everyone else was doing it - I did it purely because I loved him and it felt right.
After that show I then filmed another quick one for MTV about films. I had to talk about my favourite films, sexiest films, sexiest actors etc. I said that "Sliver" with Sharon Stone is the sexiest film of all time but afterwards realised that Brokeback Mountain probably turned me on more than that. Never mind, Sliver is still up there for me as being one of the best erotic films ever made! My mum watched Brokeback Mountain the other day (after reading about my obsession with it on my blog) and she loved it as mush as me. My dad didn't enjoy it as mush and the next day we were all in the pub and my mum couldn't stop talking about it. When my dad said "yeah but I didn't need to see two men doing it", she replied "no, but you'd have loved it if it had been two women!" that shut him up!! Ha ha.
After all the filming, I went to my agent's office for a meeting. It was about a TV show that has been specifically designed for me. It was the most fun meeting I've had in ages. Normally meetings are quite boring and we sit and talk seriously about times, places, money etc. this meeting however, started and ended with all of us laughing. The three people who came from the TV company were lovely. We got on very well and I think that if I do the show it will be non-stop laughter from beginning to end. I won't say what the show is about but it's a very unique concept. As I said, the show has been designed for me and if I could tell you what it's about, you'd laugh. It's so up my street. Let's just say that it involves men. That's enough info for now - I'm either going to love it or hate it but mainly, it's going to make for fascinating and gripping viewing.
After the meeting, I came home and chilled out. I watched a bit of "Friends" and made a few important phone calls. I then started getting ready to go out. I came up with a really sexy outfit last night. Sometimes I'm very creative and imaginative and last night I outdid myself! I wore a peach bandana as a top, a ripped up tiny denim mini skirt, peach coloured killer boots, a peachy baker boy hat and giant silver hoop earrings. I had my hair in low pigtails and I curled half of it so that it was all girlie and cute. The denim mini and the boots had diamond studs all over them. It was very glam and sexy. Lauren and Russ came to mine and we went to meet Michelle in Brentwood. We did a crawl of the bars before ending up in Sugar Hut. One of the managers plied us with drinks (it would have been rude to say no) so we ended up staggering out of there. Jordan, who was playing a private gig last night, came and picked us up at the end. While we were waiting for him, a few policemen appeared. They must all have been under 30 and were all fit. Lauren and I jokingly offered them a fivesome and had a bit of banter with them. I also placed a huge order of chips (with cheese and burger sauce) in the kebab shop so when Jord arrived, he took us to pick up the food. We then all came back to mine to eat it and passed out shortly after that. Today, none of us have hangovers (I think stuffing your face with greasy food is the way forward!) and I am about to go and do a bit of shopping and get some lunch with Jordan. Tonight we are going to do it all over again. Lauren is at her mum's wedding today so won't be out. Instead I am going out with all the boys. It should be fun. I like being the only girl sometimes cos all the boys feel really protective over me. They don't let me out of their sight and they fuss over me. I can act like a baby and get away with it!
Hope you all have a fab weekend! It's a shame it's not sunny anymore here in Essex but it won't stop me wearing another killer outfit tonight! After all, I'm single. Got to make an effort cos you never know if one day you might be out and about in a pub in Brentwood and Valentino Rossi might just walk in! ha ha. I wish!
Lots of love
xxxxx
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