6th July 2006 - If I die now, I'll die happy!!!!!!

I am sorry sorry sorry that I haven't written in God knows how long! I have had sooooo mush on my plate these last few weeks!

Firstly - I don't want to talk about my boobs, sorry. I will talk when I'm ready.

Secondly, I met Valentino Rossi. I don't need to say any more than that as you all know how mush I admire and love him. Thank you God, if I die now, I'll die happy! (I'll go into more detail later but basically a lovely lady I met called Sally managed to sort it out for me to meet him!)

Thirdly, life is just great in all other areas! I went to the Riders For Health charity day at Donington last Thursday (which is where I met the legend Rossi). Yes my legs went to jelly. Yes my heart fluttered and yes he is even better in the flesh! He's my hero! On Sunday I took my mum, dad, Jord, Russ, motorbike Paul and two other friends of my dad's to the Moto GP actual race at Donington. We had a VIP suite with free food and drink all day. It was amazing and we all watched Rossi go from 12th to 2nd with a broken arm!!!!! It was truly knicker-wetting! The only reason Rossi didn't come 1st was that the three guys in front of him messed around for so long that they allowed Pedrosa to get a huge lead out in front. If they hadn't messed around and let Pedrosa get that lead then Rossi would have over-taken him as well as the others! That's my opinion anyway!

Right now I have my ex boyf Lewis and his brother over at mine. They have been here for the last four days laying a huge patio in my garden for me. They both have their tops off and all the girls have been at mine drooling through the window at them. I have been to salsa twice this week (I do Monday and Tuesday nights) and loved it, I have met a very cheeky little 19 year old (who looks like a baby Brad Pitt) and I have taken the Hollywood superstar Corey Haim (he starred in the film The Lost Boys) on a night out in Brentwood. I took him to my brother's gig (which he loved) and then Sugar Hut. People everywhere we doing double-takes as he walked past. Nobody could quite believe that a legend like Corey would be in little ol' Brentwood! Last Saturday I met up with my footballer. He brought a load of other footballers to Sugar Hut to watch the sorry England game (the most boring two hours of my life spent watching that!). After that we got extremely drunk and ran up a two grand bar tab! A very good night had by all! All in all I have had a very very exciting week. I have met the last of my heros (having already met Paul Weller, Van Morrison and Chuck Berry) and I have got so many things going on my heart is constantly beating fast with excitement! I think I said in a recent blog that I had a feeling something big and amazing was about to happen - trust me it's happening! My life has suddenly taken a turn in a whole new direction! I really can't say anymore than that but I will fill you in on all goings on when I feel the time is right. God - have I got some stories for you!!!!! I could write a book on the last week's happenings. What with meeting heros, going out with Hollywood actors and footballers, having arguments with Z-list celebs (I'll tell all soon!), snogging 19 year olds and sending very naughty pictures to people's phones! My life is a rollercoaster ride and right now I'm at the top screaming!

Loads of little funny things have happened this week too, like Tony spending hours stacking a pile of new bricks on my drive for Lewis and his brother to build a wall with and me reversing into them sending them flying everywhere! My head has been in the clouds and I don't know whether I'm coming or going, all I know is I'm loving it!

I will write again when I can find a minute to be on my own and to sit down and concentrate on what I want to say. I haven't had a minute to even contemplate all the stuff I want to say so you will have to bear with me for a while until I can find the words and time to do it!

Until I write again, I hope you are all enjoying life and having as mush fun as me. I am loving every single second of life and living each day like it's my last.

All my love

xxxxx