So, I got back from the live web chat a few hours ago and came straight to Sugar Hut (where I am now sat in the office doing this, while my brother and Russ are drunk in the club). I was going to be a good girl and have an early night but realised that even if I stayed in, I wouldn't fall asleep til about 3am so there wasn't any point. It was stay in alone, read a book and twiddle my thumbs (although actually that could have been quite pleasurable if done correctly) or come here, see Sarah, Steve, Jord and Russ (who are drunk after all, so are quite entertaining) and join in the party and/or sit in the office and do another blog. I don't need to tell you what I chose to do......
Jordan is now playing the grand piano (badly cos he's pissed) outside in the entrance and people are singing along. It sounds alright though, might go and join him in a bit.
The web chat went a lot better than expected. To be honest, i was waiting for some seedy bloke to ask "What colour knickers are you wearing?" or "can I have your used stockings?" - two very regular questions, but actually there were lots of nice people on line (apart from one guy who said 5 times "do you shop at Matalan?" or "I think you shop at Matalan" - I ignored him until he started getting the arse and asked "why are you ignoring me?" to which I replied "andy, it wasn't funny the 1st time you said it, it definitely isn't funny the 5th time" - as I aways say, there's always one!) and I had a laugh. Not that there's anything wrong with shopping at Matalan and if there was one near me and I did, I'd have no problem admitting it, but the guy was trying to have a dig, only it wasn't insulting OR funny. Bless. I told him he needed to get an education URGENTLY. The whole thing will be on http://www.virginbingo.com/ under celebchat so have a look cos it's funny! School Teach came with me and we giggled away at some of the questions, one being "who's the worst celeb you've met?". Would have answered Fran but I still refuse to accept that he's a real celeb and any celeb status he does have came from going out with me anyway. The answer I gave was Michelle Heaton, in case you're interested. Anyway, check it out cos it's very funny and they have loads of other celebs chatting on line as well.
Jordan is now playing Elton John "It's a little bit funny...... blah blah", however it goes. I actually love that song but Jord only does it when he's drunk cos when he's sober, he's a serious musician and songwriter. When he's pissed he turns into a comedy version of Chas and/or Dave and will play anything requested, whilst changing the lyrics to be very rude and sexual. He's hilarious. Oooooh, he's now playing Paul Weller "You do something to me", which I want as my wedding song if I ever make it down the aisle.
Me and Lauren had a little heart to heart tonight about how mush we love and appreciate each other. We do this from time to time cos it's good to feel loved and let people know how mush they mean to you. We had lots of hugs and good things to say to each other and actually, I now want to show you a text she just sent me (after she left) cos it made me cry a little bit, it said:
"Have a bit of fun and de-stress at Sugar Hut babe. Just remember that underneath all the stress and bollox, when the eye lashes and high heels are off, even when there's no lip... Ur still a f*cking amazing person. And nothing changes that. All I want from u is just to be you and nothing else . I know you don't want to talk about it, but if it does ever get too mush, I will always listen. You, Jordan and your mum and dad mean so mush to me and I'll always b there, 4 all of you x x x x"
How f*cking lucky am I, to have friends like that?! God I love her. I'm ok, by the way, nothing the Marsh can't cope with, just a few little personal things that can sometimes ruin a night if you know what I mean. Jordan is now playing "Town Called Malice" and all the Sugar Hut staff are gathered round the piano singing at the tops of their voices! Quality. Anyway, I just want you all to know how mush I love Lauren and to share that with you. I think we should all tell our friends all the time, how mush we love them, cos you just never know, when one day, you might never get the chance to tell them again. It happened to me with Kim, she was snatched away from us all and I never got to tell her for one last time how great she was and how mush I loved her. I have to live with that forever more cos if only I'd told her, I would at least have the peace of mind that she knew how amazing I thought she was. Enough of being depressed anyway, it's too late and I've got 2 drunk boys to take home in a bit! I'm now being harrassed by everyone to eat some chips from the kebab shop (I think they're all forgetting I'm sober!).
I'm feeling really emotional at the moment, not in a way like I wanna cry but in a way like I need lots of hugs off my mates. Nothing a cup of tea and a chat with any one of my amazing friends won't fix (Steve just came in, read what I'd just typed and gave me a massive hug). I get like this every now and then, I just feel quite sad and reflective (not like a mirror, just like I'm looking back on my life going "yeah it's all good, certain things could have been better, but hey, I'm grateful for everything I've got"). By tomorrow, I'll be back to my usual cocky self and telling silly jokes. Oooooh that reminds me, last night I was gonna play a joke on Dimples. Being quite a new member to the crew, he doesn't really know us that well, so I was gonna have me, Sarah and Dave all sat in the living room wearing dark sunglasses when he arrived, like it's totally normal to be wearing them at night, indoors, watching TV. We were all gonna keep straight faces and chat away normally. Only problem was, I got too excited talking about my party that I forgot to do it and suddenly he was there! If we had of done it though, I was gonna see how long it would take him to run out the door on the phone to his mates yelling "They're so f*cking weird!". Hilarious. I'll have to think of another prank now as he'll probably read this and it won't have the same effect then.
Dimples went to Faeces, sorry Faces nightclub tonight. That's the place that my mate Ray Panthaki (Ronnie in Eastenders) got glassed in the face. Nice. I'll be seeing him tomorrow, that's if he's still around by then. He won't be becoming a fully-fledged member of the gang while he thinks Faces is better than Sugar Hut anyway. That's just wrong!
On that note, I'm going to love you and leave you. Remember to tell your loved ones how special and important they are and how mush you appreciate them. Live every day like it's your last and try to spread as much happiness and joy and laughter as you can. Live life to the max, fulfill your dreams and always be the best person you can be cos at the end of it all, you only have yourself to blame and judge for the way you chose to live your life. When things are bad, remember they could always be worse so be grateful for every bit of good in your life. There are always people worse off than you and remember, boyfriends and girlfriends come and go but friends will always be there. Treat everyone as you wish to be treated yourself and respect your elders cos they've been around longer than you have! I'm off now to take the two drunkards home and to get into bed with my Paddy-man. I'll chat tomorrow with tales of happiness and laughter, I promise.
Love and cuddles and warm dogs in the bed
Jodie
xxx
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