So, it's now 3am. Me, Sarah and Lauren played Tony, Pants (don't ask why that's his nickname!) and Rob at Darts. We couldn't even win a game! Can't believe it! We'd been on a winning streak for months! I knew it was gonna be all down hill from the minute Dimples blew me out! To top it off, when we went to drive home, the whole road leading to mine was closed for resurfacing so I had to drive 10 miles out of my way just to come back on myself! Then I forgot the milk that my mum and dad had asked me to get so had to go back and get it! Really really not my day!
On the plus side though, Dimples called at around 9pm. I was laying on the floor of the Horse and Groom by then, doing impressions of Buddy Holly, who was playing on the Jukebox so missed the call. He called back twenty minutes later and tried to resolve the whole sorry situation. He claimed it was a misunderstanding (and Darius, don't sympathise with him just cos he's your mate, you know I'm in the right here), I still call it a blow-out. Anyway, he wormed his way back into my good books somehow (I'm such a sucker for a fit bloke with a sense of humour) and I am now going to wait and see what happens tomorrow. So far, he has offered me to go and watch him do his washing and ironing or go and watch him train at the gym. Neither of which is a particularly thrilling prospect to be honest, but you never know, tomorrow, he might turn up in Brentwood on a white horse with a rose between his teeth, wearing a suit and begging for another chance. Er no, it's not gonna happen is it? But trying to find some positive, he could compromise and do the washing naked?!
He also informed me tonight that his mum reads the blog. Oh great! I need that about as mush as I need Fran Cosgrave back in my life! I haven't even met her yet and she's got the impression that I'm a dirty-mouthed ranting prat who's obsessed with her cute son. I mean, it's my fault for baring my soul on here every day (I knew I should have listened to my mum when she said I'm too honest and open for my own good) but it's very difficult to make a good impression if the person you want to make a good impression on, has access to your daily diary (which happens to be full of scandal, sex, moaning and immaturity). Lord only knows how I'm gonna rectify this one?! Help!
"Sandy (Mummy Dimples) I'm sorry. I really do like your son but he blew me out tonight and I was upset about that. Please do not take everything I say to heart as, a lot of the time, things are said in the heat of the moment when I need to let off steam. I'm a nice girl really and if your son sorts it out, I promise to take really good care of him. I'm a great girlfriend when a guy treats me right, and on the plus side - I can take you to celeb parties, get you free stuff (and massive discounts), introduce you to Ant and Dec (or whoever you particularly like), I know all the best places to shop and do lunch, I earn good money so won't ever be after his and I'm a best-selling author!!!????"
Oh shit....... please don't hate me, please don't hate me, please don't hate me...........
My dad has just come downstairs to shout at the dogs cos they are barking madly at nothing and have woken him up. I did try to make them be quiet but they don't listen to me cos I'm too soft with them. Sarah has just left mine. She took the silver boat to go home in cos she left her car in Brentwood earlier. Russ is asleep on the sofa in the lounge and I am having to write this to try and make up for my anger earlier. We have managed to turn a moody, boring, blown out night into a comedy one by talking for england. Lauren bought me a cuddly lion toy as a present too, which helped to cheer me up. My mates are, as always, amazing! They have rallied round for me tonight and made me laugh lots. They are like the sweet medicine to the every day evils of life and they cure everything known to man! Everyone needs mates like mine! I say it all the time and I will say it again people, be grateful for your friends and if you haven't got any, then go out and make some cos they keep you going in times of need and they keep you sane in times of utter madness! I'm talking like what Dimples did was the end of the world, which obviously it wasn't, but everyone knows what it feels like to be excited about seeing someone, only to be blown out and then feel rejected and disappointed. It's no major tragedy compared to other things that go on in the world, but to me, for half an hour, it was a very big bummer and not one that I needed right now. Enough, I'm probably boring you all to tears. Tomorrow is another day. Hopefully Dimples will have something better to offer than tonight and I'll be floating on clouds again, but until then, I'm off to get some mush needed sleep as I have a very busy day tomorrow.
Sweet dreams everyone, be happy
xxxx
P.S Dave didn't mean what he said in his text, he was just showing me love and support in the way that close friends do. He actually really likes Dimples and thinks we are a good match, he just said he might give him a talking to, about me and my needs to help him out
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